Good evening. Got my yearly planner all set up with my appointments, events, and tasks, and whatnot. Feel a lot more organized. I deleted my digital planner because it was just stressing me out and making me bordering on neurotic because I was constantly checking on my phone obsessively probably accumulated hours a day on it and being overambitious about what I can realistically do in a day and I’d end up writing these long absurd schedules in it where my days were packed from waking up till bed time with endless tasks. At least with physical planning I’m a lot more mindful with what I write in it because I can’t easily get rid of it since I write in pen so I have to really think things out and consider it hat I can realistically do in a day.
Yeah I tried digital planning /time blocking for a couple years and it did nothing but stress me out and make me feel obsessive. So it feels good to let go of that. Deleted the app now I just have my physical planner. Which I’m trying to make sure I have downtime in so I’m not pushing myself to go go go 24/7 due to constantly wanting to be productive.
Currently listening to the anime Demon Slayer in the background while I write this.
Tomorrow I’m going grocery shopping. Getting some stuff to make egg custard pies for when my sister comes over next Saturday. And some stuff to make sloppy joes and various other thing.
Today I didn’t do a whole lot other than wash all my bedding. Did paint a hello kitty zombie though. Used paint markers for this cause I didn’t feel like getting my actual acrylic paints out earlier. I might start another painting later tonight. Really in a Halloween mood.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type
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