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Old Aug 02, 2025, 04:48 AM
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Originally Posted by Moose72 View Post
I’d had 2 hours of sleep per night since at least Monday. I was hallucinating, disoriented, overly emotional, emotionally liable…. My Pdoc upped my Vraylar on Tuesday but that seemed to make things worse. Finally last night I slept from 9-4. Oh and my Pdoc was supposed to call me yesterday, Friday, and never did! Plus she got the idea on Wednesday that I wasn’t taking my meds! But I never stopped them! I have an appointment this morning to see someone from my primary care dr’s office. I was crying on the phone to the nurse at my primary’s office yesterday ! Just past it!

So I don’t know how to sleep either. Vraylar isn’t sedating with me. If anything it keeps me up. Klonopin doesn’t sedate me anymore. That’s all I’ve got! You need one of those night-night shots they give at the psych hospital, I think.
I’ve taken I think all the IM and IV “sedatives” over the years and can’t think of one that would knock me out for even half an hour right now. I just got pissed after my past B52, I’ve probably taken more benzos my previous IEA alone than the oldest benzo addict in their life (not like they’d ever rx me those again). Antipsychotics do literally nothing but put my ADHD into overdrive and cause akathisia. Sleep Gods hate me.
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