The 988 chat was kinda helpful. I’m scared I’m going to get triggered by med management today and wind up regretting some awful fking shyt though. Maybe if my fking treatment team wasn’t all “call you in 15 minutes, call us if we don’t “ and i had to call FOUR FKJNG TIMES JUST TO FIND OUT IF THEY HAD MY MEDS.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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