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Old Aug 02, 2025, 12:27 PM
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Originally Posted by MuddyBoots View Post
If seeing itty bitty lightning bolts everywhere, hearing people talk about me and to me all the time even when I'm alone in my studio with the windows shut at 2am, and randomly blacking out and finding myself in the middle of the street about to collapse means yes, then yes.


If I were you I'd be like "f you doc, I'm napping. Day time sleep is possible, night time sleep isn't with all the screaming and hollering and explosions and sirens and fast heartbeats and anxiety and dread and panic" Over half my sleep in the hospital was during the day and I guarantee you I'd be dead without those 3 hours those two days.
I understand. My mom thinks I should get off the couch and clean my apartment. Or go to the mall! **** the mall! That’s too much driving, walking, stupid **** to look at- I’m not going to buy anything anyway. I get the nighttime sirens all the time too cuz I literally live down the street from a hospital.
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