H doesn't want me to call my pdoc, and H doesn't want to reschedule my endoscopy & colonscopy on Thurs morning at 7 AM (prep starts Wed. AM, can I handle it? I don't even know at this point, but H rescheduled his entire week around this colonscopy, if I miss it, H will be rescheduling so much because school starts in 2 weeks, and H is a college professor), and H doesn't want to take me to a psych ER or any hospital, and H me to do a thing.
And I have been so, so sick
At this point:
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I hate everything single thing about myself 
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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