Oh, and my daughter is fed up with me. I think she was fed up even when she found me crying and crying and I told her I hate myself. I don't think she even told H at this point, so he doesn't know 
I'm manic & depressed & mixed and probably everything else in the book at this point: panicky, anxious, sad mad at myself, etc., etc.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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