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LadyShadow · Yesterday, 10:41 PM

Really thinking of you tonight @Blueberrybook - I hope you get some good sleep tonight since you've been able to keep your meds down. Please keep checking in with us, and talk to your H if you can.

Thinking of you too @MuddyBoots - I hope you're able to get your meds tomorrow and they don't make you wait forever to see someone - I know you're frustrated and pissed off, I would be too.

@Blue_Bird - I missed my daily mass today. They only have it on Mondays - waiting till Sunday feels like forever for me too. Sorry you were dissociating so bad earlier, hope it's okay now. I am really looking forward to our study next week too - I hope things are not too overwhelming for you this week.

@Nammu - Do you ever set alarms for meds? I think you had forgotten them before - I know how daunting the whole meds thing can be - I have gotten into a routine that I need to eat something with my morning meds, and I take my night meds because I need to force myself to sleep, I don't really have room to forget, because one thing is dependent on another. I hope you get some good sleep tonight though!

@JaneOnceMore - I am sorry the bartender was a jerk - like someone else asked, how much was his tip? Because if he wasn't getting tipped for every drink you were ordering, (some are weird like that), or whatever hangup he had, that could have been the cause of this attitude problem. I get the wanting to be social - I need to be around people so I can function - when I stay in the house for too many days, bad thoughts come in.

I had a really great night tonight. I am learning to move away from my guy's behaviors causing me heartache and catasttophes. I am gently building a wall to love him from a distance the way he loves me. Working with my bestie on self-improvement. Legion of Mary meeting is tomorrow and I am looking forward to it.