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My COPD has gotten worse. It’s making sleeping nearly impossible. My psychiatric symptoms have worsened as a result. I tried to sleep earlier to no avail. I’m calling my pcp tomorrow to see about an inhaler. It’s terrifying not to be able to catch your breath. Outside of that, my mood is low and high anxiety. I’m worried about being sick all of the time. Even if I did have a job, how could I manage it while sick? I’ve been feeling really disappointed with myself. I’m 63 with numerous health conditions and I feel useless. Physically, it’s hard to do much. I’ve been thinking of going back to AA and daily mass. I see others attend meetings/mass here. That’s encouraging.
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