I am crawling towards stability I hope. I'm manic still forgetful (racing, racing thoughts). Maybe I can even drive a car next week. I hope so, I have a rheumatologist appt. then. I will reschedule if not. I will try to schedule a pdoc appt. that H can drive me to next week I hope, if H can't. He is extremely busy with work too. Hopefully our love is strong enough still; we had our 21st wedding anniversary just yesterday. It was my worst anniverary ever.

My period is starting too; well, I'm spotting. Last time I had a week of spotting THEN a week of a bleeding. Over a 2 week period. All the women here understand; terribly sorry to post this men!