jade, I don't wonder that you struggle with this right now.
I was abused starting at 5 years old to 18, then other adult stuff too (rape/date rape/etc.)
Do not be so hard on yourself.
No one here will judge you.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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