Oh, @Blueberrybook...

I am so sorry you have been struggling and suffering.

And I so admire the tenacious fighting spirit you possess.

As for what I find easier to nourish myself with, I tend to make smoothies of oat milk and frozen fruit.

My favourite is a pineapple smoothie.

It is good, and, for me anyway, far easier than solid food.

Sometimes I add Greek yogurt, which provides a little protein, and chia seeds.

I have a very handy small blender perfect for a smoothie.

I am sorry if you feel too unwell even for a smoothie.

Just what I tend to turn to when it is very challenging to eat a meal.

Please know I sincerely care, and am worried about you.

Please take good care of you.