Thank U @Blue_Bird!

I am going to try to respond (probably to everyone) so I can slow mania down a bit, and I don't lose my own family talking their own heads off, so I am trying very hard to type the most annoying posts on this forum. When laundry is done, I may try every grounding technique in a row. (If I spelled technique today correctly, maybe I am getting there!) I was a very good speller, but I was the best. I prefer the written language & not the oral spelling. I read faster than I spell out loud because reading is part of my identity practically. Books are fantastic! (Like the Shetland & Lewis series I hope @Nammu thinks.)

Everyone if you would like to get a sense of my normal self, you may go to any forum I say I regularly post in. Or everyone's favorite MSF forum to see what might go on there comedically.

I think my coffee is wearing off! I am going to try some Tylenol, not a soda, and see if that helps the caffeine headache (Acetaminophen OTC. I hope I have the extra strength pills. I wish they made it in XR or delayed release, so I am on it all day at this point! My own head is slipping into an extremely throbbing headache. I don't need even a drop- more of caffeine all day. I will definitely try to better my grammar since I am not trying to edit every one single thing I post, maybe just a bit if I even think it should be a lighter day for me. I am suicidal when depressed, so I don't have any guns.

@Nammu wants to read all of Proust too, and I thought she was the stable horse with all the books in the entire universe. Oh, darn.

I love everyone, and I am honestly editing right now. Please see my earlier posts if you do not think so. I'm not on a mobiledevice because I hate posting on telephones and slow iPads.