I don't take either of those! I have an extra optional Seroquel (quetiapine). I already swallowed it. Maybe I'd like to not overexercise & gain some weight instead of losing some. Since I have an ED. (or Ed or whatever you want me to be. Please not depressed like everyone on this entire forum understands, I hope! I was the fastest typer in my entire graduating class of just over 100 (109). Or at least my typing teacher must have thought so. I even learned to type on a typewriter, if you can believe that! The typing teacher thought I was fast anyway and wanted to send my to typing competitions, but I said no. The teacher even counted off points on my grades for errors, so I tried to be as accurate as I could. I struggled to bypass the salutorian. Her grades were excellent, and she played basketball and a high school band instrument. I quit band after middle school (8th grade).  I hated the trumpet even though my band director thought it was OK and I did not play the clarinet like she did. And marching band was horrible in middle school. I hated it. I didn't want to have to go to even the 2nd band (which played marching band in parades and minor football games & pep rallies).
I hate mania. I hate all mental illnesses ! Absolutely.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
Last edited by Blueberrybook; Aug 06, 2025 at 10:01 AM.
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