Look at that! Quick reply can become so annoying, I want everything to slow down! I never realized that before.

Now it is 11 AM and I maybe should go to a real AA meeting, and I didn't even drink alcohol on my 21st birthday. I have only had about 4 or 5 glasses of red wine one time in my life, and it wasn't today. That happened in 2017 during a bad hurricane/tropical storm depression around Houston, TX. We almost thought we would lose our house instead of plants & trees. Luckily, we did not. I had to be able to slow my panic attacks down with a benzo dose because my daughter was in elementary school yet, and I found tons of expired extra psych drugs and benzos! Probably every psych drug I had to stop after 1 week because it made my worse, and my H needed a lot of help parenting. Parenting can be exhausting! I hope parents/babysitters/teachers know that! We stayed with a host who liked one glass of red wine with her dinner nightly, and I joined her. I didn't go to a real bar. I have been to real bars on blind dates off the internet before I met H around 2001 or possibly 2002; my memory is shoddy today about that one. I do know I got married 21 years ago like I have posted all the time lately around Aug. 4, 2025! I haven't drunk nightly since 21, 24 years ago? Possibly. I could have be like I am right now.

I can't drive though! Watch me give true advice at an online AA meeting? Yikes! Can I get to an online bipolar/ED/adhd meeting? Or PTSD meeting today? Probably ADHD/bipolar/manic ones! Everyone will not understand a bit of my advice. Does anyone have a helpful online meeting you can suggest with any psych diagnosis you think I have today? Maybe every a hallucinogenic one where everyone does any illegal drug like snorting some cocaine up my nose in my own house with my family watching me too!? LOL