Thanks @unaluna! Once I can think straight, I will put in a library hold book request that is not available online. I hate reading ebooks!

I may not even request Proust Confused just yet?! Don't worry. I already told you I do not have that there bad Alzheimers junk! Though my paternal grandfather did, so I worry about it, especially getting early onset Alzheimers. That would suck so much. Doesn't mental illness increase Alzhemier's risk though?! I worry a lot that it is coming on me.

Does anyone here blackout during psychosis and take over a week to stabilize on restraints wearing a diaper? I definitely DO!Cool. Or not.

I hope you think I'm all the comedy TV channels in the world today as I pass time between every chore I post I am doing or really did finish like all my morning chores. I am trying to remember I need to eat & drink water.

Or ponder even attempting just now.