Do people really get super manic to the point they black out? I've never heard of that. I get moody but mainly in the mornings. I really just have anxiety and depression. My pdoc doesnt ask about bipolar but all my therapists in the last 10 years have questioned it.

I was last in the psych hospital over 10 years ago. I went to a day program for a year and then I worked and traveled from 2016-2020. Then covid and other stuff happened and then I started having physical issues feb 2024.

Not sure why I didn't apply to work in 2022. I applied in 2023 but no one got back to me and I did have a remote interview at Target.