So, on the heels of my HR issue with my boss, I'm realizing there are also issues between myself and her boss who is a male who seems to be full of ego.

He likes to give me a hard time and make me feel uncomfortable. He rarely congratulates my successes and sometimes hasn't even acknowledged a major success of mine. Something is going on there, and the end result is it made me depressed for the last two days.

Today I woke up still discouraged, but determined to move forward. I am not going to let them get the best of me, whatever is going on there with my boss and him.

I am nothing but a hard worker trying to do my best in a highly matrixed, complex organization that does things upside down and backwards.

I get told "not feasible" by our development team on one project and repeat that info on a call, only to have my boss's boss disagree with me on that conclusion openly on the call. I was simply just communicating what I had been told. He has his own way of doing things, and whatever... that's fine, but don't disagree with me while we're on a call in front of other people when we're on the same team - that's really unprofessional.

I am really getting sick and tired of this.

Yesterday I applied for a job that looked appealing to me.