Omg you guys. I'm such a fool. I'm waiting for my CBD gummies to come in the mail (ordered stronger ones 💪 ), and I went to the gas station this morning to buy a diet mountain dew for my daughter and an ecig for myself, and I noticed they had gummies for sale by the counter and I was like, "Oh! Gummies!", so I bought one.

Yeah, um, THC gummy raspberry. Great idea. Not good for anxious people. And it's a delta 8 THC gummy no less (because marijuana is illegal in my state).

Whatever. I think it cost like seventy cents. I'll just keep it in my wallet for a while and make sure my husband never finds it.

Our lunch date with my parents is on Thursday at noon. I'm SO anxious about it. Like it's pushed me into a frickin anxiety episode! Thank you everyone for your kind words. You're all so nice. At least we're going out for Indian. I'm just going to get a samosa or a piece of naan. Something super cheap to save money.

On Monday we have to go to the DMV to renew my license. Ugh. I hate the DMV.

@JaneOnceMore

Yes. Bipolar isn't ALL bad. I totally agree.