Lately I've been trying to make some positive changes in my life. A few of you mentioned to me that I was running a little too fast with this and I should have listened. The phrase "burning the candle at both ends" comes to mind. Now I'm so freakin overwhelmed with everything. I feel pretty damn low and I'm trying desperately to hold onto the changes I've already made and not backslide, but I feel like I'm slipping further and further every second toward failure. I feel like a complete idiot for not listening to the wisdom that was offered and having to crawl back for support. Guess that my own world is more than I can handle all at once. Thanks for reading.

ryan