I guess I slept ok. Our new TV is really loud so it scared me awake. I've been waking up feeling scared lately. Idk why. I just had the same endless mall dream I normally have. I got up at 3 to eat some cold pizza. I thought I'd be up but then I fell back asleep until 7. I was so tired even after my fullwork out. I feel ok now. I picked up a crap ton of groceries for the new fridge.

Not sure on the rest of the day. I'll probably use my stepper some more. Its a lot better then the treadmill.

I think swimming is on today. Gymnastics is on tommorowm.

Idk. I'm just shooting the breeze. I've only been working out for a few weeks but theres already a notiiceable differnce. I've stopped focusing on the number and am focusing on just getting into shape.

My mom did say I was talking a lot today. But I think its just the caffeine I had.

Now I'm kinda in a slump. I guess I'm just wondering if I'll be cut open or not. I think my stress is understandable and I'm handling it good.