I love clozaril. It has kept me fairly stable for almost 10 years now. It works when nothing else did. I'm very thankful to have it.

But.........one of the side effects is bedwetting. I wear pads and have learned to wake up and jump out of bed very quickly if needed. It doesn't happen very often anymore.

In the last 3 days I've had to wake up twice. The first time I made it out of bed in time. Tonight I woke up and had not jumped up in time. Of course my sheets are in the wash so I have no clean sheets. I just improvised and put down a flannel lightweight blanket the paramedics left with my non-bio dad when they dropped him off once and topped it with a sheet and my weighted blanket. Once I settle down I'll sleep fine on this but having to change the mattress cover and then being creative with blankets has me more awake that I'd usually be at this time of night.

My heat pump is leakijng water all over my basement floor so we'll have to have someone out. It's gross because it's gotten the kitty litter on the tracking mat wet and smells like cat pee downstairs. I've been afraid to use the washer and somehow make it worse. But now I have to. I need clean sheets. I can do it at my mom's if necessary. ]

My house turned 11 and started falling apart.