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Had a 7:30am work meeting with someone in London, so it was tough this morning. Ended up taking a nap on my couch with Xena on after it was over. Feeling deep feelings of codependency, and thinking to myself, "you'll look back on these days when you were independent and on your own and will miss them" I have a really great life and have a hard time seeing how great it really is.
Yesterday was really a tough day for some reason - I feel bad I can't spend more time with my parents though; my weekends are so overwhelming sometimes. My CPAP says I got a whole 8 hours of sleep last night, but honestly, I didn't feel really refreshed till after that nap.
Grateful that my needs are met and that I am well taken care of and can support myself. I hate being in love with someone though, honestly it is becoming the worst feeling in the world.
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