Ouch! @indigo1015, you are being hard on yourself. I’m sorry to hear you’re feeling this way, and that life seems so bleak.

Being under pressure at work is awful, and it’s totally understandable that this is having a massive negative effect on you.

I often used to feel terrible after coming back from a vacation. The reality of work and pressure hitting home, after a short period away can be overwhelming.

I hope, as your week progresses, you can find small ways to ease your pain, and perhaps something to look forward to, even if that’s just cuddling your cat. It’s good that you have a cat to come home to. Your cat needs you, so stick with it, and keep going.

And, we’re all entitled to a self-pity rant now and then. Sometimes you just need to let all those frustrations out.

I don’t believe you’re a terrible person, you just feel terrible at the moment. There is always hope. Be kind to yourself. Sending hugs to you and your cat.

Jeff.