I dont understand. It sounds like your parents are very nice to you. Dont they value you? Did they not in the past? My parents were always mad at me and disappointed in me, except when they could use me to insult my brother (why cant you get A's like her?), but the still belittled my achievements, so my self-worth is totally nonexistent. They stomped it into the ground.

So im seriously asking - how do you "wish for self-worth." I know its just an expression, but - ? Like i know my parents didnt SEE my worth, so that makes it invisible to me too. How do you visualize yours?