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I知 struggling. I feel like I am depressed. I want to just give up and rest forever. It seems like life is so hard.
I can稚 make anything work. I知 hiding out from my job because I just feel hopeless. Like I知 useless at my job, but I am also severely anxious. But I feel like I exist on the edge of my nerves to get through work. I go through the motions on most days.
I feel like they just want my apartment to be unliveable so I値l be forced to leave.
I want to give up. Not work. Not bother with anything. I struggle with passive ideation because I have no confidence in changing anything. My living situation. My job. I feel hopeless.
I don稚 have the ability to rest because I知 a paycheque away from homelessness.
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