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Member Since: May 2012
Location: North Carolina, USA. Originally New York
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I value you my self-worth on how I view myself @unaluna - I don't think any good of myself. My parents are amazing, they love me so much and help me a lot - but honestly when I was a kid, I got absolutely no love or affection - I have been devoid of love my entire life, and I don't think anyone will ever want me because of how disgusting and hideous I am. It's something I deal with and fight with all the time.

Anyway, this weekend was incredible - had such a good time with my bestie I met on Bumble two months ago. She stayed over and we went to an Edgar Allen Poe Speakeasy show in town. They served four drinks with each of the stories performed, and I was really worried it would bother me - (we both had non-alcoholic drinks), but it was so much fun. They performed the Tell Tale Heart, The Raven, The Masque of the Red Death, and the Black Cat. All the performances were so full of life and dynamic. We had so much fun. Then today we went to Raleigh together to my monthly coffee talk with my Sci-fi group, which my friend enjoyed a lot. She signed up with my group today. I got to see her apartment too - and honestly, I am so grateful that I live far away outside of the city, because my apartment is 5 times hers size.

I hope you guys are having a good weekend - its good to be back home and relaxing, I am honestly exhausted. Here is some pics from last night:

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