{{{{{{{{{{{{REM}}}}}}}}}}}}} Don't be hard on yourself. The natural progression of things is two steps forward, one step back. It's okay. It happens to all of us.
Remember the Hokey Pokey; you put your right foot in, you take your right foot out.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.