How tf is a therapist going to stop suicidal thoughts? I’ve had therapists “intervene” when I expressed suicidality and now I black out and become practically feral and rabid when I I go to a hospital, even just for a headache and read about biting security and screaming loud enough the nurses in other parts learn the holding cell is not soundproof in the IEA paperwork and skip meals for three days to punish myself.