I'm so excited. I just got my other monroe pierced, so now I have a double monroe. I love it! It's so sparkly. ✨️ It's a late birthday present. 😊

I told my husband I was actually thinking about going off my meds and he was like, "NO." Then he asked me if I liked being happy. I'm not actually going to go off my meds. I'm not a fool. I know there's no cure. I just.... wish I didn't have to take so many frickin pills everyday! And I hate how whenever I try stopping just one of them it ends in disaster (I wean down of course).

And, this is REALLY stupid, but sometimes I wonder how much I would weigh if I wasn't on all of these medications. I know that's dumb. None of the doctors I've seen this past year have even commented on my weight. I just... ugh! It's so stupid and vain! I mean, I can go through all of my meds and state their purpose. I don't have any purpose-less meds here!

I don't even know where I'm going with this. I'm going to stop.