Thanks so much for sharing your experience. It is very helpful to read it. I, too am deeply attached to my T. I don't want to leave prematurely, and in many ways would want to stay, seeing her as long as I could. Staying until next year just feels like a lot emotionally and will also be a bit more of a financial strain. I only see her twice a month, and the time in between sessions has started to feel very long again. My thoughts were maybe to try to go weekly but finish up earlier but I am very worried I'd regret it. I also do not want to do that as a way of protecting myself from the feelings which I know could be playing into my decision.