The song Brothers On A Hotel Bed is playing and that reminds me so much of December 2020. When I had my rupture with my therspist. The first part of the song goes "you may tire of me as our December sun is settin cause I'm not who I used to be"

Theres also a part where he doesn't recgonize himself when he looks in the mirror. That same **** happened to me after my first surgery. I like forgot who I was and I looked in the mirror and didn't recongize my self. My current therapist said that I was going through dissociation.

The last part of the song goes "now we say goodnight. From our own seperate sites." Thats like hoe telehealth was.

I just don't know what to expect on the 5th.