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It's been a rough two nights - very vivid feelings for this guy that's been overwhelming to me. I went into Discord and saw some of our earlier messages from last year - he was so into me and wanted me so much, now he completely distant and I don't even know if he has feelings anymore. That kind of pain hurts so much, I can't even describe it. I feel so unwanted, unloved and disposable.
Good news is it's another day - I am going to take today for myself and do things to make me happy. I am going to take a shower in a little while and go to Confession I need it - I need to tell Father how much this heartbreak is taking me away from God. I feel so lost and so broken, and the ugliest I have ever been. All I ever wanted in life was someone to love me, but it looks like I am going to be alone for the rest of my life.
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