Hello [emoji112]

I ended up staying up till midnight last night baking a homemade loaf of bread. Was way too late for me especially since I took my night meds around 8pm and I was extremely tired. I’m normally in bed by 10pm or earlier and asleep but I got the urge to make bread last night around 9pm so I started that and that took almost 3 hours. I fell asleep right after I got into bed. I slept about 6 1/2 hours. Idk sometimes I get energy later in the day and urges to paint or bake or whatever. It’s not often but it’s fun sometimes staying up later than usual to do a little project of some sort.

I started a new painting. It’s from a tutorial I found online. It’s an acrylic painting of a little toadstool mushroom house. Might take me till next weekend to finish. I was gonna go to the vigil mass tonight but it’s 80 degrees and too hot for me to walk there so I’m gonna wait to go until it cools off which it will be cooling off a lot in the coming week.

Plans for this weekend are to do whatever I want. Just chilling mostly. Reading, watching Netflix, playing games, painting.

Monday I have a shift at my volunteer job. A little nervous because the Lamictal gets increased that same day and idk how bad my med fear /paranoia and anxiety will be with having increased the dose. I’m just really hoping I don’t dissociate on my way to my shift. Part of me wants to cancel my shift just for that day so I can adjust to the med change but I don’t want to be unreliable to them.

Other than that I’m doing a grocery order that day too. Getting some pumpkin spice creamer and a bunch of other good stuff. Mostly healthy stuff but a few small treats as well.

Hope you all are having a good weekend

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