Confession was really good. I had a really powerful spiritual experience in the courtyard with Mary among all the flowers with the summer breeze. Cried a lot while I prayed with my rosary. Got to see Father before he went into the church so he blessed my rosary for me. After confession, I spent some time praying in the church and cried some more.
When I got home, my guy ended up calling me and we spent some time. You can tell there is tension between us. I am not going to push to be with him anymore, he doesn't want me anymore. It's about time I face that. I am not looking for anyone though, after all the tears this afternoon, I realize my heart can't take another heartbreak - this one almost killed me.
Looking forward to a great day tomorrow at mass and then a day with my parents. Much to be grateful for. Watching Svengoolie with my best friend now - it's Leprachaun night, this movie is so bad and funny and just what I needed.
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