As you said there is no real end to depression. My pdoc and I have had this conversation many many times. Now he is at least honest enough to medicate me based on the premise of making me a comfortable as possible. As opposed to medicate to feel better.

Yes and I know I've had several of those pity parties too. My life is such that I have no reason (good or bad) for being depressed, but it's still there.

So how do you continue to have hope when there are no answers?