I have this tight feeling in my stomach and I think its just anxiety.
Not sure how to deal with the ng tube next week. I had this incident in 2007 when I wouldn't take my antibiotic ans I ended umm in a regular hospital and they tried putting a tube in me because I wouldnt take my meds. But I freaked out the second it started going in and then I took meds.

I was really truamazied by that whole expierence.

I know this is a way different situation. But I'm still freaked out.