ahhhh thanks orange blossom
i just ....grrrrrrrrrr. feel so stuuuupid to not be able todeal with this.
i also have to marvel at the brain and how it just goes *click!* sorry wrong number. And shuts down, switches alters, turns off and even completely forgets that i ever went in to that site - forgets all about school.

but it doesn't feel like something i can ask for - you know? like this isn't real - not serious - not worthy of help. sux