I wish you lots of luck with your urges. I just went 11 months without hurting myself and everything was building up and building up and building and finally I had my bottle of Seroquel in my hand and had already taken 1000mgs which is way too much and then I just got out my knife and sliced up my arm pretty good to a point where I had seen enough blood to relax me and take away the urge.

I am new here, but plan to, or I am going to "try" to be active, so I will look for your posts and try to be helpful when I can.

Right now I am not of much help besides saying to you good luck in your struggle. I have been hurting myself since age 14 and dont have no idea why I started. I have abused growing up mentally and physically, and then at age 9 and 10 I was sexually abused and 4 years after that is when I started.?? I have no idea buddy, I will try my best to be supportive.

I am Mikey by the way and from PA. I am 33 years old. Nice to meet you. Try your best to keep busy, my advice, how I lasted 11 months without cutting.... I stayed very busy. When the depression set in, that is when everything started to build up in my mind and stuff and I was getting very bad headaches and it lead me to do what I did.

Good Luck
Nice to meet you
I look forward to a good experience here.
Take Care
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