okay so I read it again. It was so much the same, a male in his twenties and brash like you said. And yeah, he showed up to help me but then he was mean?! I was afraid he was going to take over, so I sort of kicked him out too, but he was intimidating. But also kind of nice. It was kind of cool to not be alone. Geesh. i know thats must sound strange.
I can relate to feeling bad about sending him away. I kind of wonder if I should try to get him back, or if I even could. It seems like he could take over, but maybe Im wrong.
And yes, he was like a protector, but then why was he mean to mean. hmm. i would love to research this but Im not sure what key words I would use. I have access to lots of databases and like PsychArticles and stuff through my school.
Thank you so much for answering, sunrise. You rock.
I finally emailed my T about what happened and he never really mentioned it.