september morn is right... "2 steps forward, 1 step back"
i say it all the time cuz i do it all the time....
and that "biting off more than you can chew..."
i believe they call that happiness....
.......happy that you are on the road to real peace inside yourself.
(a doctor might call it hypomania)

its just like working out and you know it! you gotta take a rest after a workout, or you will not reach full potential.
and like work out rests, youre worried about slipping too far behind ( the muscle deterioration that comes from too long a break)

dont even worry about it ryan...
most people workout too hard when they are just making their comeback....

k, im rambling now.
(just dont lay back and let all your success fall...... and dont grip so tight that you lose it completely... maybe now is the time to just crawl or walk instead of run)