Thns for the support...I had said many times to my T that I cannot afford the cost and she said she understood. She said I should go to an outpatient program where they are more willing to charge on a sliding scale. They are not able to do so where she works. She gave me her cell phone # in case I needed to reach her though because she was concerned because I don't have any supports. Mostly in case I feel like I would hurt myself when I get angry, but I doubt very much I would bother her. Anyways, ty for the support *hugs*