Thanks (((((((((((((everyone)))))))))))))))). Sorry for whining so much. Lots of things have been happening and I don't know how to handle them all.

My mental illnesses are 'showing' more and more often, and that makes things even worse. I try to hide them but they 'leak' out. In fact, the first thing my boss said to me when I got into the office one day last week was why i looked sad. I didnt' even know I was looking like that.

Guess I should stop whining and blabbing. Sorry. Thanks for reading, and for your caring hugs/words. You all do warm me up inside.