yes a broom is a broom... and $400 is $400... which is what i will have as income in the month of August. Is that a catastrophic misinterpretation?

no offense.. but i am not exactly like anyone is or used to be.. k? no offense to you but people seem to like to make me into comparisons and i'd rather they didn't. i am me... just plain old me... but apparently people see others in me or something. So.. you be you, and i'll be me....k?

i did tell T that i had to cut back and possibly stop. i did tell him exactly what my situation is. i did tell him about the job not working out. The only thing i did not ask or tell him was that last part... about asking for a sliding scale. If he knows full well what the situation is, then i want him to offer that.. if he does not then he doesn't want to... and that is his choice. i would only accept sliding scale that was freely offered.

maybe i am mashing terms together, but i get massive anxiety... through which i technically can still function... and then there are the full blown panic attacks as well.

im not sure what you are referring to specifically when you talk about interpretation... it's interaction that i lack skills in. Overlap.. yeah, for sure. Was there something specific about what i said that brought this to mind?

MissC.. ty... i wish i were at that place.. and i get it, i said the same thing about his arrangements with others. He said "you know fluff, i don't really make many call bakcs, hardly ever actually" To which i said that i didn't really care what he did for other people. But yeah.. it still gets me.. i can't process him being annoyed with me. i want common ground on that one.