{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}

Wow - no wonder your head is reeling hun.....step back a sec and look at all that is going on. Break it into do-ables....I know its easy for me to say don't get overwhelmed but you are already there.

Number 1 should be you and I mean the real you... not what you are portraying to everyone. You are the real you hun....please think of that ok? We all wear different masks to hide when we are down. The strength is there when you take it off (like you are doing bit by bit) and going on. You can only live your life - not your husband - not your parents....only you.

That is where you need to start. I don't mean to be blunt ok hun? You said - "But everyone will happy b/c I am providing and doing my job." Who is everyone? The only person I am seeing that is happy here is your husband because you are providing. I don't see Alex or you being happy...this doesn't make sense to me. I am really trying to understand what you mean ok hun? I am just confused....you are too important and it bothers me when you are putting yourself on the bottom of the list. You and Alex should be there at the top...the heck with everyone else.





Heather

"The Pessimist complains about the wind, the Optimist expects it to change and the REALIST adjusts his sails." ~~~author unknown