I think i know why. My daughter and i have een a bit argumentative recently. She and her b/f have been bickering ... she is going away next Sunday for the summer to live by the sea with Tonys mum and dad which is great for her .... she is going to get a summer job before she goes to university. I am in one way sad she is going, andin another way relieved ecause of all the stuff that's been going on. Ive said this before, we livein a small house and 5adults in it is not an ideal situation, her b/f stays with us at weekends as they both work locally.

Right now i am also struggling with hubby.... i really need support and affection and love right now. He is getting better but says he has never been the 'toucy feely' type and finds it hard to say he loves me. He is getting better, maybe i am too demanding or something, but surely a hug and 'I love you' is not so hard if you try? my son is like me andis always asking me if i'm ok andgiving me a cuddle which is awesome, he is very like me in many ways ..... i just find each day right now so hard to cope with .....

I am a very insecure person and feel so lonely. I have great friends IRL and here, but i just have this overwhelming need to be looked after and fussed over. Sounds pathetic doesn't it ....

i feel pathetic right now, like some spoiled child spitting her dummy out.

sorry to go on ...... Jx