I feel so bad because I panicked and called my T at home. She told me this past session not to call her home because that is her haven. I have been feeling so bad about it every since. It feels like a knife in the gut. I knew I shouldn't have but I had asked her to make a call for me and I knew she hadn't taken the time, so I called her and asked her to call Debra at the office to finish it. I left a message, now I think she is mad at me. I wrote her "I'm sorry" card and mailed it to her at the office. What else can I do? I love her and would hate to lose my time with her. I couldn't handle a new T at this time. What?....puckyjan56......