ryan, i thought you were having urges to drink? am i mistaken. i know you have bitten off more than you can chew and i responded on your thread about that, baby steps, only so much at a time. don't try to do everything at once. you know i'll always be here to support you as i know you're always here to support me. you can do this ryan. i know you're strong. (((((((((ryan)))))))))