Shouldn't I feel happy or proud or something?
I resisted my urges last night, it was the first time in a really long time I didn't self injure or drink.
Yet I feel nothing, I'm actually kinda of sad I didn't do those things.
This makes me so confused, I don't get it, am I so depenedent on these things that now when I resist them I feel empty or sad I didn't give in?
Is this normal?
Help somebody I'm so confused!!!