Mar 06, 2005 at 02:00 AM
AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! I am so freakin' stupid. i have been so triggered lately. last night i bought gauze and medical tape. i took 2 razorblades from the office in our store (blades for our box cutters). I cut so deep. any deeper and i would probably have had to get stitches.....funny thing is- it didn't hurt AT ALL!!!! why do i have to be sooo stupid????????????????????????????????????????????????? i have an appointment w/ new pdoc on Monday...I hope he doesn't ask to see my arms. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!
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Bipolar 1 w/psychotic features or schizoaffective bipolar type
PTSD
generalized anxiety
OCD
celexa, prazosin, Lybalvi and prn zyprexa and klonopin
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