AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!! I am so freakin' stupid. i have been so triggered lately. last night i bought gauze and medical tape. i took 2 razorblades from the office in our store (blades for our box cutters). I cut so deep. any deeper and i would probably have had to get stitches.....funny thing is- it didn't hurt AT ALL!!!! why do i have to be sooo stupid????????????????????????????????????????????????? i have an appointment w/ new pdoc on Monday...I hope he doesn't ask to see my arms. STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!